I'm all over the place. Chaos rains down on me daily. Why? Because I'm a mother of a Beast. Beastie is my almost two year old son. After trying to have a kid for 4 years with my ex, him and I broke up. It wasn' because of that but it was part of it. After a year or so I got together with my partner that I'm still with. One day out of no where I got a feeling I should take a test, see I have/had PCOS so I'm never late on my 'monthly' but I was by a couple of days. I took it and it was positive! I freaked out. My whole pregnancy was great and I was in a dreamstate. I just couldn't believe I was going to have a baby! My family is big, I have 14 nephews and 2 nieces, so you can understand I wasn't surprised when I found out I was having a boy. A BOY! A tiny baby boy. It's so unbelievable after so long of treatments and planing and grief, heartbreak, moodswings, and many other thing I got pregnant after I gave up on trying. I had a pretty easy ...